February 2012
89 posts
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Sorry
“I’m twisted because one side of me telling me I need to move on, but on the other side I want to break down and cry” - Usher
It’s hard but I have to do what’s best for me
It’s no longer a team thing there is no we
Got to be independent and keep striving
Can’t focus on you because I’m going to say I’m fine but keep lying
Cold chills creep...
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I pushed you away and I’m feeling so cold
You told me your done and I’m feeling so old
Life sucked away from me and a corpse just sitting there
Trying to be strong and not lash out but these words you can’t take back not even if you control time
Hating myself because I pushed you there, hating my self because I care
You said you try to hard for to long well what the fuck did...
I don’t think you understand me and I don’t think I understand you. I know I’m hurt and so angry but I let go. Your happy and I see that. Free to party, drink, and fuck who ever. But just know that I was always there to hold you down and I think I’m walking away. Everybody says its just a break your coming back to me, you have to. But I don’t want to believe I...
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The Search
I’m trying to find myself and I can’t. its so hard and your not here by my side. I have a better understanding but I’m hurt and still want to cry. I see how strong you are and able to move and do you, but I’m scared you won’t come back and I got the blues. I beat myself up for all the dumb mistakes I made and If I could fix them I would day by day. Each day I wake up...
i dont know how to feel im trying but i dont want to live to exist i feel empty and deserted i just want to runaway…im going to try and keep “fake” smiling but i dont know how and i dont know why. i see you happy and im not there.
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Oops I Snapped
Filled With So Much Rage and Affliction
I Feel Like A Fool A Jester I’m Juggling Conflictions
Rampage In My Eyes Oh I Need Detention
Someone Tie Me Down Before I Get Convicted
When I Start Spazzing Everyone Getting Stitches
No Mercy Just Mayhem Hand Me My Sentence
Locked Behind Bars But That Wont Do Me Justice
I’ll Rob Them All For Their Lunches and Even The Guards Will Get Some...
Every Tear Drop Is A Waterfall
“ Free as air, fast as thought, and cold as frost.”
“ God Keep Me If Only For The Sake of Those Dear To Me”
“ Romance Doesn’t Exist In The World So Romantics Have No Place In It”
