I pushed you away and I’m feeling so cold
You told me your done and I’m feeling so old
Life sucked away from me and a corpse just sitting there
Trying to be strong and not lash out but these words you can’t take back not even if you control time
Hating myself because I pushed you there, hating my self because I care
You said you try to hard for to long well what the fuck did you think I didn’t try to? I Try as much as I can to keep us together as glue
But its over and its done and I’ll see you in hell pain blisters on my forearms and cuts that begin to whelp.
Maggots for the faggots that’s a dish well served
You in your prime now and I put you there
So I grab the bottle and finish it all because there’s a message at the bottom, Grab some painkillers pop them all I’m looking for a thriller. Steal some rope and make a noose and jump head first through it. Barb wire crown on my head so when they see me they dread.
Steal some gasoline and have my own bonfire when I burn it all down and shout more fire!
Look what I done to you to me and us
I deserved what I get with a dynamite infused crust
