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Why?

Why am I Still Struggling To Get You To Realize I Love You and I Care

We Been Through Hell Tied Up and Tortured , Rejected By Heaven Because We’re Nothing But Misfits Why Do You Think Our Puzzle Pieces Are Missing Because Together We’re The Perfect Fit.

Veil? Its Not There My Love I Show But You Over Look 

Changing For You and Me…. Somehow I Still Hurt

Why Do Fools Fall In Love? Why Do Good Guys Finish Last?

Am I The Good Guy Because I Never Touch Base and Score Happiness But Somehow Get Stepped On and Ridicule Like A Sinister Villain 

….Just Stop Listen To My Heart Beat and Tell Me Not How Many Beats It Make But What Its Cry Is Screaming To You

Pierce Through My Armor and Show Me Not What Your Brain Is Processing But What You See and Feel

Love Is All I Have For You 

Do You Not Think So Far Ahead? I’ve Been Thinking About Forever…

Baby Just Listen…

                 Hang Onto My Words.

Let Me Take Care of You.

Don’t Push Away There’s No Need To My Arms Are Your Safe Zone Your Haven

No Harm Can Be Done I’ll Be Superman Because You Can Tame Me As Only Krptonite Can.

I Know You Been Hurt.

I’m Ready To Mend All The Wounds Inch By Inch

These Words Are Not Deceitful Nor Or They Lies.

Your Heart Matches My Pain They Intertwine, Together We Are Tied. 

You Are Not Alone You Have Strength Like A Boulder But Don’t Please Don’t Budge Like Stone.

Just Help Me Help You. 

I’ll Be Your Hercules, Your Warrior, Robin Hood and Make Sure All The Ones Who Heart You Are No Longer Just Let Me Love You.

Love - An Emotion Of Strong Affection

Love Its Tricky Leaves Sticky Messes Sometimes Makes Us Feel Filled With Gas. When We Mad We Blame It On Cupid and His Trickery.

It Haves Us At Its Beck and Called, Knocking On The Door Crawling On The Floor When Our Heart Breaks Like A Delicate Menagerie We Consume Wrath and Bash Our Heads Against The Wall

Intake Toxins So Our Words Come Out With Full Force Boxing

We Intake Love To Ascend To Nirvana and Feel More Valuable Then Gucci, Fendi, Louis or Prada

Love, Definition Complication In A Nutshell. Love , Definition A Soothing Clutch That Ends All Hell.

A MELODY

My Head Plays A Melody That Goes Like This:

I’m Steady Contemplating

I Don’t Know IF I Can Take It

I Believe We Can Make It

Our Mistakes We Erase It.

See I Got Patience 

For You There’s No Limit 

I’m Holding On Tight Making My Emotions Unlivid

Grab The Bottle Start Sipping

In A Blur Haze But I’m Not Tripping

If I Focus I Won’t Fail

I Write To Put My Demons In Jail

They Screeching For Bail

I’m On A Astral Ship, It Started To Sail

You Said You Love Me, Meaning The Feelings Is Present

So I Sit Back And Watch To Feed Off Your Words Like A Hungry Peasant

I Hope They True 

I Hope They Stick Like Glue

I HOPE You LOVE ME As Much As I LOVE YOU

But I Won’t Matter I’ll Let Time Play Strategic Moves Like Chess

So I’m Going To Bury Into My Conscious And Make A Comfy Nest

I’m Going To Take Some Time Off To Get My Self Together

I Need To Do For Me What’s Right And Better.

Serious As A Heart Attack When I Say I’m Fighting To Be Independent 

We May Fall Off and I Might Take Some Bruises and Some Scratches But What May Be The End For You Is My Beginning .

Next Time

Next Time I See You,

We Going To Hold Hands

We Going To Be Banging Headboards

Moans Hovering In The Air Like Humming Birds.

We Not Sexing But Making Love.

Hands Surfacing Each Other As If We Was On A Hunt For The Treasure

Biting Scratching Licking

We Going To Go At It Like Dogs In Heat

I’m Sweating You Sweating

We Tossing And Rolling Changing Positions But Never Missing A Beat.

The Mirror Showing Us As Porn Stars But In Our Hearts We Know We Are Lovers.

Getting Off To Get The Other Off.

We Feel Connected As One 

We Move From The Bed To The Shower To The Kitchen Elegantly Never Tripping.

Why Is It So Hard…

I Mean I Recide Into My Own Little Corner

But I’m Willing To Come Out And Sing To You All My Sorrows So You Won’t Have No Doubts.

I Look To You, You Look To Others.

You Look To Your Self As If My Arms Arn’t Around You.

I’m Trying To Fish You In Because I Really Care

I Look Into Your Eyes And All I See Is That Stare. 

Your Afraid Your Worry, Don’t Want To Hurt Again.

I’m Willing To Battle To Put All The Horrors From Your Past To A End.

We Get Close But Its Always About Me

I Want To See Your Eyes Know Your Dreams

Why You Fight In Your Sleep, Why Do You Secretly Weep.

Why Certain Stuff You Try To Cover and Sweep.

I’m Here For You, I’m Here For You

Baby Know I’m Here For You

I May Not Be Superman But…

I’ll Wrestle Lions, Tigers, and Bears For You.

Let Me In, I’m With It.

Sometimes I Feel Lost

I’m Standing In Front Of Barriers With Barricades 

Its As If I Get Close To Get Pushed Away.

I’m Almost There But Theres A Delay.

Brick Walls

Brick Falls

Iron Maiden

Tears Staining.

I’m Banging And Screaming

Scratching And Swinging 

Let Me In! Let Me In!

Why Won’t You Let Me In.

I’m Your Lover and YOur Friend Why Won’t You Let Me In….

If The World Was Against You I’ll Be Ready To Fight Back Even If I Had No Firearms To Fire Back At The Flames The World Deliver

I’ll Take A Bullet To The Heart For You Because I Know My Love Is True.

So Tell Me What Am I Suppose To Do…?

I’m In It To Win It

Baby Just Tell Me Your With It.

We Can Live Blissfully Even If We Sinning.

You and I No Ending, Theres Just Always A New Beginning.

You Got Demons I Have Gremlins 

You Got Bodies And I Have Skeletons In My Closet.

You Get Paranoid, I’m Constantly Anxious.

I’ll Give You Time and Space. A Space Where You Can Have Your Time.

Body To Body

We Slept Together For The 1st Time

Not Sexually But Physically

Warmths of Our Bodies Rising In The Same Time As Our Hormones

We Been Alone From Each Other For A While

Now Fueled Up, Our Race Engines Can Go Miles

It Was So Romantic, So Special

Our Hearts Beating Side By Side 

We Curl Up Into Each Other As If We Trying To Hide

We Didn’t Want This Moment To Last

If Hurt Each Other We Left It In The Pass

You Kissed Me In The Middle of The Night Just To Remind Me ” I LOVE YOU”

I Replied, Baby I Love You Too